I have sadly experienced this life changing loss.

My son Jordan Moran born 04/10/07 & my daughter Brooke Moran born 25/03/2010, both born sleeping.

I am only now trying to achieve acceptance. For years I have internalised all my pain, anger and frustration. I have never grieved these beautiful perfect babies. I through myself into work and blocked out any feelngs , turning Me into a daily robot.

I can only now see that it wasn‘t just me that was effected..... my family and friends also tread this path with me, and so we have made our own little team. We will be making fundraising in other ways yet to be decided

I’m sadly far from different, heres the info.......

14 babies die before, during or shortly after birth every day in the UK. I'm doing #Challenge14 this January and February to help save babies' lives.

#Challenge15 was created two years ago to challenge the appalling fact that 15 babies died each day. But thanks to fundraisers like me, supporting the work Sands does, Sands has played a crucial role in helping reduce the number of babies dying each day to 14.

This new year I am part of something amazing. I'm taking on #Challenge14 and making this number matter.