For the last few years i have been struggling with depression, anxiety and an eating disorder. I quickly became very unwell and since the end of 2012 I've been receiving multiple treatments to try and help me get better. 
Since 2012 my recovery has been up and down, and last year I spent 8 months in hospital. It was a horrible time that I cant remember much of, but I did meet some wonderful people.
My illness has also hugely affected my family, and they've all had to adapt to all the little things I struggle with. Despite all they've had to go through too, they continue to be my biggest support and I can't thank them enough for being there for me. 
Although I am still ill and only recently have been discharged from my second hospital admission, I am a hell of a lot better than before, and now I actually want to recover. 
Actually making the decision of wanting to get better is a big step. I know with all the support from my family, friends and the community and hospital I will get better, and I will have a future doing what I've always wanted to do.
I now want to start giving something back to the services and people that have really helped me so far, starting with Beat.
When I first became ill, they were the charity that really helped me and my mum understand what was going on, and what to do. I really believe that thanks to Beat my mum sought out camhs, and I think if the referral was made any later I might not be here. 
Thank you Beat!