Knowing that people I love & care about are still effected by cancer in some way every day is heart-breaking.
Personally seeing how much my Gran deteriorated & suffered in her last few days during her battle with lung cancer will stay with me forever. She went from being such a strong willed woman to someone I barely recognised, the final day I saw her, 2 days before she died, I'm not even sure she knew who I was. Even until nearer the end she told me daily she was going to be fine when in fact she knew from day one her time left was limited. Still protecting me till she passed on.
Hopefully with help, one day no one will have to live with this!