I'm taking on the 25 Miles in December Challenge for Sands I would love your help. Whether you donate £1 or £10, every bit counts.

As most of my friends and family knows and I’m not shy when a stranger asks in my boy my first child to say No he isn’t, my first daughter didn’t make it. The love, hurt, pain, grief every emotion you can think of I went through during the day I heard those dreaded words, a parents worst nightmare ‘her heart stopped’ and everyday since has been a struggle to say the least.

So Renesmee my darling sweet baby this is for YOU, and for everyone who doesn’t know me and Stefan also lost another bubba this year, this is for you too. And everyone else who lost a baby at any gestation!

SANDS were an amazing support when you have no idea what your meant to do next, when you have that first question asked the day you give birth… cremation or burial when in your head your thinking ‘neither I want them home like they should be’ SANDS helped step by step, with a hug, numbers of who to call, someone to talk to.

I know a few people who have gone through loss and grief and know your all in EVERY step I take in this walk too.

Please please donate to this AMAZING support I wouldn’t be here with my family, friends and SANDS.

Sands offers emotional support and practical help to anyone affected by the death of a baby.
We work in partnership with health professionals to ensure that bereaved parents and families receive the best possible care.
We promote changes in practice and fund research to reduce the loss of babies' lives