It hard to know how to describe,
In a short yet detailed way,
the events of the last few months,
there’s really just too much to say.

As a Doctor, my day to day unchanged,
headed into work I go,
some patients we save,
and for some, death is coming, I know.

I am used to death and dying,
our job’s not always saving lives.
It's never easy and it’s hard to accept,
that not everyone survives.

But what has been different,
is the magnitude of the situation.
An accumulating deathometer,
stats building across the nation.

I’m treating not just the patient,
but their family and loves ones too.
An aspect of this job I love,
that has been made so tricky to do.

No visitors allowed, facetime only,
quick updates over the phone.
Patients unwell and scared,
are now also trapped and alone.

Breaking bad news is never easy,
stripped of a final goodbye.
Heartbreak felt through a handset,
only able to listen to their cry.

My job as a listener, a comforter,
is cut short, the phone call eventually must end.
No way of knowing what then happens,
on their journey for their hearts to mend.

It hits home when your own are suffering,
a funeral I’m unable to attend.
Of my Great Uncle’s, a wonderful man,
whose battle with Covid did end.

Unable to embrace my family,
a live stream portraying their hurt and grief.
We all love and miss you David,
still shocked and in disbelief.

All those out there faced with grief,
these conversations echo in my mind.
Affected directly or indirectly,
broken families left behind.

Treating families as well as my patients,
it’s hard to show how much I care.
But there is an amazing charity called Cruse,
that I am desperate to promote and share.

A bereavement helpline and source of support,
plays a crucial role in the road that lies ahead.
Bereaved but not alone,
is their message I want to spread.

So please if you can spare a penny,
we’ve set ourselves the goal:
To cycle from sunrise to sunset,
This isn’t an easy stroll.

Over 15 hours in the saddle,
with minimal stops is the target.
Covering many many miles,
(Perhaps my craziest mid night shift idea yet).

So many great causes to give to,
believe me we’re hyper aware.
But it’s not just your pennies,
it’s your kindness, your love, your care.

It’ll motivate us to push past,
the equivalent of the runners wall.
And help support those dear loved ones,
who have the longest journey ahead of all.