Since I can remember I have struggled with depression and an overwhelming need to control aspects of my life that can’t be controlled. 

When Luke past away I was completely thrown off balance. Luke was a very close friend of mine throughout drama school and I was completely heartbroken. Luke is often on my mind and I can’t express enough what a warm, funny and genuine person he was. Luke had a profound impact on my life and was like a brother to me throughout our friendship as well as being one of the most talented actors I have ever met or worked alongside.

Losing Luke came at a time when I was also struggling with my own depression. Isolated from my friends and family due to lockdown, I felt like there was very little I could control. 

I want to run this marathon not just in the memory of Luke but also to challenge myself and show myself just what I am capable of. I have always enjoyed running casually and I would now like to do more than just 5k every few weeks.  Raising money and awareness of mental health issues by running the London Marathon is an important next level contribution.

Running has always been a form of meditation for me. When I feel overwhelmed and life feels too much, running is such a crucial coping mechanism. Getting outside, breathing in fresh air and moving my body comes hand in hand with looking after my mental health and so I am truly honoured to be running this for Mind. I couldn’t think of a better event or a better charity to be doing this for. I hope this inspires anyone and everyone, that if you are feeling down, something as simple as a walk and a chat can give you time to reflect and sort through your worries. 

When I signed up for this marathon with Mind, I wanted it to be a big turning point for me. Highlighting just how hard I have worked to look after my own mental health. I am so loved and supported by those in my life. I want to take this opportunity to show them how strong they make me feel and also give something tangible to those who don’t have the same support network that I have.