I have been with my partner for five years now and have three beautiful children. Times have not always been easy but we have never gave up and we have come through it stronger as a family. There is one thing I feel is missing.... actually making her my wife. We have been engaged for three years and never been able to set a date. As weddings are not cheap and I would like her to have as close to the wedding of her dreams as possible. With all our children our family and friends with us that have shared our journey. My partner has many of times said she would be happy with a small ceremony and no honeymoon, but I would feel like I was cheating her. She really does deserve the whole nine yards and a honeymoon as we have never had a proper holiday together. But most importantly u want us to cement our family and give her a proper wedding. I'm ashamed I haven't been able to do it sooner and without asking for help.