Me and my husband have been trying for a baby for 3 years we got told he was infertile but we never gave up and to our surprise we fell pregnant I had an early scan because I was having pains they thought it was ectopic as they couldn't locate the pregnancy I had bloods taken and they thought it was a molar pregnancy because hcg was really high. I then had another scan 2 weeks later to our surprise there were 2 babies alive and beating. We then had another scan 2 weeks after and they were 2 more sacs 4 altogether but the new 2 ones were too small so were classed as not viable to life and they may be there for extra food storage for the twins. Then a few weeks later I was due to have my 12 week scan on 7th June 2017 but the night of 3rd June I felt pains and bleeding so went to early pregnancy unit and they checked my cervix which was closed and no sign of bleeding everything is okay well so we thought. Then 4th June I felt more pains and more bleeding with clots went to hospital got sent home within 30 mins we was back at the hospital they kept doing bloods and scanned me and them words sorry your babies have no heart beat my world came crashing down around me. I was kept in and due for d and c the next day but at 4.32am I went to the toilet peed in a bucket like they said and no bleeding no pains no clots they must have got it wrong as I went to wipe u felt this big bulge come out and there they were my 2 beautiful babies I screamed I was scared my husband saw our babies I didn't which I regret. We was offered testing to find out the gender but I didn't want to put them through any more but I always felt they were boy and girl so we named them Holly and Toby. A few weeks later we buried them. I haven't had the money for a plaque for them so I'm hoping for so help I don't normally ask for help but I think it's time I did. Thank you for reading my story xxx