Pathetically in the circumstances i find this kind of thing hard to write, I worry my words won’t give justice to this cause or that this wont convey how terrifying this must be for a person.

i visited my friend recently Tracey Foster and stood in the her kitchen in the same place I always used to stand, asking her for advise and reassurance that i wasn’t a complete and utter loser. She always knew what to say to make anyone feel better, and her door was always open with cup of tea and a giggle.

This time around it was my turn to listen, and I heard her voice crack as she told me she has terminal cancer and there is nothing more they can do, she was informed she was likely to die last week, and the hospital asked if she wanted to be resuscitated, naturally she declined as there is no other treatment option and already in palliative care.

There was no advice or reassurance to give her and I felt sick to see a person with no hope, and was faced with the awful news that shortly she will no longer be on the earth, and she would have to leave the people she loved most behind.

I drank my coffee awkwardly and dribbled on about nothing of any significance. I feeling terrified for her but not wanting it to show.

After leaving I messaged to see if there is anything that might help and she said a SPA BREAK Would be nice With laughing emoji. Please can we raise some money for this beautiful human being and make this a possibility, it’s the last SPA she will visit so I’m hoping it’s a good one , and her family can go along. i know that Tracey and her kitchen has been a refuge to many and im hoping we can please do this one Last thing for he