Hey beauts! 

I turn 26 next month. Those that are close to me know how much I’ve kinda steered away from celebrating anything ha so I wanted to do something different this year and raise money for something that means a lot to me. The past few years I’ve battled with so many dark thoughts. Suicide being one of them. I never thought I would get to a place where I could openly talk about it and share my story but here goes nothing. I was getting everything I wanted career wise but I couldn’t stop these horrible thoughts in my head. I’d be lying if I said I still didn’t have those thoughts every now and again. Mental health is something I never really talked about until I gained some sort of platform and saw my young following be so open which encouraged me to be open. I’m choosing to raise money for this incredible charity because I wish I didn’t ignore mental health when I was younger and wish I talked about it and dealt with how I felt when I was younger. We have to protect and lift up the next generation and charities like this are the way forward. So instead of getting me a drink this year for my bday please give anything you can for this amazing charity and help change lives. Love always, Nicole x