For as long as I remember I wanted to be a Mother, and my whole life’s happiness was tied up in my dreams of motherhood. My head knows that its not going to happen but my heart is struggling to accept it. I don’t know what I want now that dream has been taken away, I never thought of a plan B. You expect that you are fertile like the majority of women in the world and it never entered my head that I wouldn’t be.

      You. Are. Infertile.

You can’t prepare yourself to hear those soul crushing words. Those words made me numb. I had had something taken from me the day I heard those words. A bit of my heart will always be missing and it will never be filled by a pet, a friend, a partner. That space in my heart was dedicated to my baby, the baby that I would have been a great mother to.

My baby,

I would have loved you with all my heart.

Love your Mummy.

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